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Donovan B.
Apr 08, 2021
In Cultist Gatherings
I am really eager to meet with my family through the Void in a physical form. It is significantly harder for me to practice Unification Virtually. I have been trying to be less reliant on my phone to practice Ascension. I wonder what is the steps I need to take to help better myself with Unification? I also wonder when will we start up the Gatherings?
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Donovan B.
Apr 05, 2021
In General Discussion
I am wondering among my family in the Void what brought you to this very moment in your journey of your beliefs mine was. Birth-9 years old, I was fallowing what my family was doing going to Catholic/Christian Church depending on who I was with. 10 years old, I started to question everything for that I started to do research on science. 11 years old, it just didn't feel right to me and I sent to look around but found only one organization that I heard before. The Illuminati, soon after I found out it was a fake and felt really ashamed how I felt lied to and was granted inaccurate information. 12 years old, I had many dark dabblings during this time but also everything in my life went downhill really quick. Therefore I just considered myself an occultist for I didn't have something solid to believe in. 13 years old, I started going to the psychiatric hospital a lot and became a wiccan during this time and had a lot of dabblings in white magic. 14 years old, something hit me at this age. I may have glanced at something earlier about the Great Old Ones but I had a series of dreams with one particular name in mind with a symbology to go with it during a hospital stay. Khutulu is how I spelled it at the time with the symbology of a squid. So I searched for the entire year and figured out about the Great Old Ones. But at the time I thought it was all forbidden and I had an irrational fear of being hunted down for even researching that. At age 15 I was searching for knowledge and even took interest in a few fourms one that considered themselves a cult for cthulhu so I took deep research in them just to come to figure out it was a long dead group and with unsupported beliefs. Then left that just to find a satanic group with a book that promised knowledge of the Great Old Ones called the black book of azathoth but come to figure out it was a scam. At late 15 to 16 I found this group, but I had many false knowledges and beliefs and lies I heald to truth. Up to this very moment I am tearing down all the lies and building up my thoughts on truth and forming hypothesis upon what the Bible of Cthulhu has stated. I thank you all so much for your support through the Void. Also apologize if I seemed to ramble off. Again thank you and May They Rise!✊
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Donovan B.
Mar 07, 2021
In General Discussion
I would like to apologize I have been on and off online. I have been stuck in a situation with my family being very strict christians and me being a 17 year old Cthulhu cultist which I have a hard time trying to do a lot in the Cult. I have had the Cult Bible at one point and which I've read it through 4-5 times but then one day had it ripped from me and loss of a lot of my privileges up to a point in which I created my own web of lies and stole it back before sacrificing it in a ritual since I knew it was either going to be thrown away or burned. But I will still remain in the Cult for that I feel the call and I feel as if you guys are my family. Also since I have read the Cult Bible, it changed my beliefs further. I for the longest time am still laying down my full personal dogma for the past ones was either shrouded by lies or my low mental health. I thank you all for your constant support through the Void and I may will struggle with Unification but I still prevail to the Cult. Again I think you all. May they rise!
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Donovan B.
Mar 07, 2021
In The Bible of Cthulhu
I am trying to attend to every bible reading sessions but some times when I try to keep an eye out I don't see anything on the discord but sometimes I accidentally miss it. Can you please help me to figure out what time and day it is?
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Donovan B.
Jan 28, 2021
In Questions & Answers
Since the start of my journey and when I have came across Lovecraft's work I wonder if his work is the truth of the future but put in only a way that his mind can interpret to his time. Or it's something else? I have been at this question quite some time now and I ask you brothers and sisters for your opinions.
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Donovan B.
Oct 26, 2020
In General Discussion
I cannot thank you all enough for helping me feel at home. There may have been tough times recently but I feel through the Void you guys are there supporting me and pushing me on. You guys has helped me find my true purpose in life and a group to call my family. This belief has helped me more than even christianity has. I can't wait for the day I can unite with all of you in person. Again thank you all for all you have done. May they rise.
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Donovan B.
Sep 14, 2019
In Introduce Yourself
Hey guys I am new here. And yes I may be young but I've been called. They contact me every now and then in my dreams. At first I have no idea what it was I've never heard about these gods through my entire life. But one night I had a dream. I can recall them perfectly. But when I woke up I was drawing symbols of a squid. At the time I had no idea what I was doing. And this name. I knew how to say it perfectly and spell it. Kutulu. And I have no idea what was going on. When I asked around. People told me that I was probably thinking about Cthulhu. At that time I've worshipped the symbols knelling to it saying you shall rise. I had no knowledge of the mythos. So I went into research looking for other fallowers. And I found the fake Cult of Cthulhu. But something told me to look harder. Now im here. I now read about the prophet and his works. I've been raised and still live in a Christian family. I have knowledge of the Occult. I know I may sound crazy but they call me in my dreams. I try to figure out about what is the meanings of them. It hurts my head after each call. That is my story on why in here. Cthulhu Fhtagn
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