I am wondering among my family in the Void what brought you to this very moment in your journey of your beliefs mine was. Birth-9 years old, I was fallowing what my family was doing going to Catholic/Christian Church depending on who I was with. 10 years old, I started to question everything for that I started to do research on science. 11 years old, it just didn't feel right to me and I sent to look around but found only one organization that I heard before. The Illuminati, soon after I found out it was a fake and felt really ashamed how I felt lied to and was granted inaccurate information. 12 years old, I had many dark dabblings during this time but also everything in my life went downhill really quick. Therefore I just considered myself an occultist for I didn't have something solid to believe in. 13 years old, I started going to the psychiatric hospital a lot and became a wiccan during this time and had a lot of dabblings in white magic. 14 years old, something hit me at this age. I may have glanced at something earlier about the Great Old Ones but I had a series of dreams with one particular name in mind with a symbology to go with it during a hospital stay. Khutulu is how I spelled it at the time with the symbology of a squid. So I searched for the entire year and figured out about the Great Old Ones. But at the time I thought it was all forbidden and I had an irrational fear of being hunted down for even researching that. At age 15 I was searching for knowledge and even took interest in a few fourms one that considered themselves a cult for cthulhu so I took deep research in them just to come to figure out it was a long dead group and with unsupported beliefs. Then left that just to find a satanic group with a book that promised knowledge of the Great Old Ones called the black book of azathoth but come to figure out it was a scam. At late 15 to 16 I found this group, but I had many false knowledges and beliefs and lies I heald to truth. Up to this very moment I am tearing down all the lies and building up my thoughts on truth and forming hypothesis upon what the Bible of Cthulhu has stated. I thank you all so much for your support through the Void. Also apologize if I seemed to ramble off. Again thank you and May They Rise!✊