I long to stand in his presence, to be his tool, weapon, and servant. I feel the call deep in my bones, like a long lost melody that no one can remember. There is no describing the gut wrenching feeling of being pulled into the void of this madness. I welcome it, feed on it, and crave it more. I am ready for this existence we call life to take the step into the unknown. we are meant for more, if we do not accept this truth, we will never evolve to our full potential. We must hasten to the call, drink deep in the madness, and not simply claim the truth but become it. Our lord and master has called us to usher in a new era, let it begin.