went from the preface of 'Rules of engagement Delta green'.

" there's a room as big as all outdoors. i rise from the still body in the bed and stride forward purposefully, embracing my future. as i near the far wall, the paster ripples and parts like a curtain of obedient water. beyond ? beyond is everything. the cosmos in its strange null entirety, the mad planets whirring in space, the expansion and contraction of the universe, the dancers at the soul of time, the lint in the giant's navel. i step through the wall, and it all starts to happen. this is the end and the beginning. "

what is really needed to pass in ?

were we enslaved & forgot how ?

is that a form or pure spirit to go ?

or vile sacrifice we must accept ?

wish much go back where we went