I would like to apologize I have been on and off online. I have been stuck in a situation with my family being very strict christians and me being a 17 year old Cthulhu cultist which I have a hard time trying to do a lot in the Cult. I have had the Cult Bible at one point and which I've read it through 4-5 times but then one day had it ripped from me and loss of a lot of my privileges up to a point in which I created my own web of lies and stole it back before sacrificing it in a ritual since I knew it was either going to be thrown away or burned. But I will still remain in the Cult for that I feel the call and I feel as if you guys are my family. Also since I have read the Cult Bible, it changed my beliefs further. I for the longest time am still laying down my full personal dogma for the past ones was either shrouded by lies or my low mental health. I thank you all for your constant support through the Void and I may will struggle with Unification but I still prevail to the Cult. Again I think you all. May they rise!