Greetings brothers in the void, i am curious as to the religious / occult background of our members,i dont mean to intrude on your personal lifes but i think it would streghten us as a whole if we knew more about each other, as for myself i was raised in a christian sect until i left it in my early teens, i was very intrested in the occult but god forbid if my parents knew about it, any book found would be thrown in the garbage or worse, latter in my 20's with my newfound freedom i began my dark pilgrimage if you will, i became a occult schollar/magician,i delved mostly in satanism researched the dark side of abrahamic religions the dark side of existance light and dark good and evil , i grew fond of dark works of art such as zdzisław beksiński, wayne barlowe , mark riddick and of course hp lovecraft,i think lovecraft was right about higher beings seeking our undoing, most religions are tools of manipulation and chaos to bring about ou doom and its very likely that a higher being or beings is behind the religions seeking our undoing, i find the concepts of duality utterly wrong good and evil are subjective to the individual and light and dark are just polar oposites darkness isnt inherently bad its just as important as light if not more for darkness is the natural state of all existance, regardless of the gods from within one's mind or the gods that reside beyond the reach of our feeble minds allmost everything if not all things and everyone was born from the void ,even most of lovecraft deyties unless azathot were born from either the magnum tenebrosum or magnum innominandum pieces of the void maybe even the nuclear chaos was born from the void or is the void in itsef that alone makes darkness the ultimate god , in the end i dont see good and evil light or dark, i see in the midst of darkness entropy and order in a dance of chaos utterly indifferent to our existance some can manipulate the outcome of the dance through occult ritual whorship and meditation others are just random victims in the malestrom, why are we here brothers? Is it not because we seek to be the players of the chaotic tune? Before that can be we must ascend We all heard the call after all,at last i see the dark trinity the great imesurable (¹darkness) mother to all and the two powers that bind everything (²time)and (³death),maybe this is just ramblings from a man past his prime or could be some trught in what i said , alas here i stand in the cult at the threshold of the void seeking greater understanding of all things maybe when we all pool our knowledge toguether somethig great will be achieved, forgive me for the rambling and the great wall of text i needed to speak my mind thanks for bearing with me i leave it to wyntre to deliver the cthulu bible and all dark secrets therein....
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This is a good one. Brought up in folklore and fun tales. Later my mother became a christian and dragged me along with her. I could not stand any of this- even at a young age i found it off. This did however give me things to search for and read about after every Sunday. The Jesus-Man, yelling about hell fire and witchcraft, lead me to reading about Western European Paganism and other Earth Centered Faiths. I did this till i left home. Now i read and read.
Raised catholic i was disillusioned by 9 and sought out the Satanic bible. after a stint as largely agnostic i was drawn towards Psychic Vampirism, bottomed out spiritually it allowed me to find a path. This lead me to shamnism (also Phil Hines Pseudonomicon) and then night magic via Konstantinos teachings (gothic grimoire called to me), and preparing to begin Necronomicon Gnosis currently. Cthulhu's call has always resonated with me and following that call has ultimately lead me here.
I have a history with The Church of Satan, Temple of the Vampire, Temple of Set, and I have been apart of many workings and rituals for the past 20 years.
Prior or to my occult practice I studied Buddhist mindfulness practice for 2 years
I have studied Chaos Magick, Luciferianism, Vampirism, and am an experienced Satanic practitioner
my religion prior to that was tribal as I was raised in a deep connection with the Aseir or what is now called Asatru
I was raised Christin, I tried to follow it for as long as I can, and still do, but as of lately I'm branching off into differnt things and seeing where they would take me.
I was raised Mormon and stopped attending church at the age of thirteen for various reasons. I searched for years before I found the Old Ones
I am currently undergoing a synthesis of the Draconian Current, Necronomicon Gnosis, Chaos Current and Tribal Medicine.
In my country, people are mostly Christian, so are my parents. But, I never felt like that really touched me so I searched for the answers. I started exploring various religions and occult path felt like a true one in my heart.
I was born Catholic, then I was Christian until I started questioning things at 14 years old. Moved on to Wicca, then Paganism after that, but still things didn't feel quite in sync. Finally my path lead me here. I finally feel a connection as if doors are wide open now.
I am lucky to live with people that, to say it as it is, don't care. Most people I know are either atheist or agnostic, with a few being christian (but cool christians if that makes sense).
Around the age of 15 I developed an interest in the occult. I had had some bad experience with Satanism, which left me to believe that satanist where just people trying to look cool. (I know better now).
Around the age of 16 I started to feel alone, my life had become meaningless... I hated myself. And when I turned 17, I had been close to commiting suicide. But then one late night I found this website.
Joining this cult has been the best decision I've ever made, I finally have meaning in my life. So thanks to every other member, and Ia Cthulhu