I've been on a search for spiritual and metaphysical truth for my entire life. I'm only 19... But for years I've studied different religions, occults, beliefs and spiritualities on the search for God and reality. The most real thing to me seems to be insanity. I am the bear hanging from its tail in the sky, I am Mabus Main, my father was The Devil, I am The Antichrist, I will be your Messiah. Perhaps there is a teacher out there, willing to guide me?..