Hello everybody, I am French, so I hope you can understand my English rather well. I visited the website several times to know more about the Cult of Cthulhu, and now I just registered to be a member of this forum and to have some precious informations, I know the Bible will come soon. I am 26 and I have a "classical" religious experience, with Catholics and Muslims. I am interested in occultism but I never experienced that. I am currently reading the Necronomicon, but I already read the bigger part. I fell in love with Lovecraft books, especially for his vision of dreams. I am classified as a "weird girl", and since I am little I always make nightmares. Treatments, doctors, it nevers goes away. Always nightmares, but always different ones. I don't know if it could be a sort of calling... Maybe ? I am classified with depressive and anxious troubles, but what if it was this reality which doesn't get on well with me ? Maybe I am supposed to discover a new point of view about life and its purpose. That's why I'm here, open-minded and curious to know more about this Cult.