I don't really know how to start this. I had for a long time, been unhappy with who I was, and what my life was about. I hated how mediocre I had became. I wanted to escape. I wanted to know more! It couldn't be true that this was all that life had to offer. I wanted to aspire to higher things then myself. Then I heard about Cthulhu. I began reading some of H.P. Lovecraft's stories. And that was when I found what I had searched for. Meaning, not just some gods that I had been told to believe in since I was born. But gods that I had found myself. Gods that I believed in. After searching for people like me. I then finally stumbled upon this website. And here I am now. So greetings to everyone, and Vulgtmah Cthulhu! Also sorry if my english is a bit off somewhere as english is not my main language.