Through many months to almost a year of meditation and study of the Bible I have discovered my true name Yognyarlashoggthulu. I finally uncovered it during the guided void meditation on building your own inner R'lyeh . The name, just popped into my head, and it felt right. It was as if the The Great Old Ones themselves had placed it within my mind at that moment. Through this name, I have discovered that I align with Yog-sothoth, Nyarlathotep, and Cthulhu himself.
Yog-sothoth: I am a seeker of knowledge, I love constantly learning, I want to know everything, seek everything and then if I can, pass it on to others, even if it drives me mad. Knowledge and wisdom are truly the key and the gate. Nyarlathotep: I do enjoy a little bit of chaos and engaging in my darker side every now again. I embrace it and accept it vs fighting it. I find accepting my darkness as a part of me brings me closer to the viridian light and keeping the worst parts of me in check. I have also found that the darkest times in my life helped me become a better man, a man of Virtue (opposite of Nyarlathotep haha)
Cthulhu: Finally the High Priest himself, I am a dreamer and an adventurer, I don’t sail the high seas but I love to explore the world and imagine myself as exploring the vast empty void of space in my meditations. I have visions of a world united one day, humanity under one banner sailing across the stars, celebrating differences and uniting on similarities. This vision, a dream to be sure, but one I hope one day to become a reality, even if I don’t live to see it. I am thankful for the Great Old Ones for guiding me, through dreams and meditation, and reaching out to me when I was a child. They have called me for the longest time and I am glad I finally answered almost a year ago.
May they Rise ✊ Iä! Iä! Cthulhu fhtagn!