Upon joining, you may find that you are more depresse, angry, and that your general outlook on life is dimmer. That is totally fine! These are signs that you are building a stronger connection with the old ones! Exciting!
So, the Cult of Cthulhu makes us moody, gloomy and dark-totally dark?
Reminds me of being a Junior in High School and attending Christian Death concerts when Roz Williams was still leading the band.