Greetings, as my title suggests, I am unsure. I would consider myself a very spiritual person, I stem from catholic upbringings but from early adolescence, I struggled to believe in a god. I have a passion for astrology, and believe there is more to life than our existence.
I used to believe in the philosophy of Nihilism. However, I never felt its what I truly stood for. I was confused. But then on the 7th of December, something happened. I will choose not to divulge exactly what, but I believe I heard the call, as this cult would refer to it as. I began to seek out what I felt I was lookig for, and I found this site. After reading passages of forums and comments from its users, I believed I found an answer.
But I am unsure. I have read comments by teenagers that lead me to believe this cult may be a young angsty trend to rebel against the norm. Other comments talk about worshiping H. P. Lovecraft's creations as though they are physical beings. I think I believe in the philosophical ideals of this cult. But I am unsure if this cult focuses on self fulfillment or if it is a place of fictional worship. I bought the Bible of Cthulhu and I look forward to reading and learning more. I truly hope I found what Ive been searching for. But I am unsure.
"What has sunk may rise"