Hello there, my name is Matthew. I'm completely new to being a part of a group like this, never really partook of anything religious since childhood but this group feels...right. I've skimmed a few posts on the Wix app as well as read through the FAQ on the site and felt like it was time to put myself out there and say hello.
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I would also like to share some of my dreams (Both Night and Day) with you guys if you'd be interested, they may not be significant to anything but to me I feel a pull that they do. One in particular finally clicked to me the other day after a reading from the Bible of Cthulhu by the member Erik-Yebknafhor, again thank you for the reading Erik. The Dream came to me in my early teens, originally I thought simply because of depression but after that reading I feel different.
The Daydream hit me as I dwelled on my thoughts and slipped into a depressive state where my mind wandered until I found myself in a nothingness, a void, where I felt I'd go after death; despite my family being mostly Christian I didn't know what to believe in. But that wasn't all, I'd slowly fade away and the realization that I'd no longer exist hit me, and I was terrified of that. For so long that daydream lingered in the back of my mind, but after the reading of the Chapter: Death I feel a calm like no other. I Understand it now, where as a youth I did not and as such simply feared this concept that for me at the time was out of context it seems, but in the context of the Bible Chapter it makes sense to me, and that brought me a serenity like none before.
Again having not really been a part of anything really religious since childhood I found this revelation huge, that something had been missing for me to make sense of that concept and now I found that missing link, after that moment I knew I was in the right place.
Im glad you enjoyed the reading! After joining the Cult and reading all about our views on death and what happens after we die, made me feel so much more at peace and grateful for the life that i have. Everytime i feel scared, either because i am in the dark or i am alone somewhere and feel followed or watched, i always say to myself "If i die now i shall return to where i came from, my body and matter will be used to bring life in the cosmos and other living beings." I ground myself in my mortality and that calms me down. You are called my friend and i hope you will be a long lasting member!!
Yebknafhor
May They Rise!
Understanding brings peace. That is a useful technique friend, a good way of applying knowledge to change a state of mind, very clever. I intend on learning all that I can, this place feels like home, I do not intend on leaving anytime soon. May They Rise!
Welcome, Matthew. You have heard the Call, and have answered. Congratulations on taking your first steps. You are more than welcome here. Blessings. May They Rise!
Thank You Summer, May They Rise!