Hello I am new and have heard the call. I have purchased a bible and a dream journal as I seek to dive deeper fully into the call. Its nice to meet all of you, I have always felt different from most people for my whole life, I gravitated more towards things that are considered "dark" and have felt misunderstood for most of my existence, but I know that these things are a matter of perspective and we as a species are insignificant compared to the Great Old Ones and the Outer Gods. I seek to transcend the mundane and work to become the best version of myself with a deeper understanding of the cosmos. I wish to join the cult and learn more about it. There is a Church of Cthulu here in AZ as well (its a real church), I don't know if anyone here has heard of it or not. I know with Covid restrictions it will take some time to receive my bible and dream journal. So if possible I would like to know where I can start till it arrives/ships!