Hello everybody, maybe you already know me, maybe not, my name is Lucius Eilbau and I've been in worship for about a month (more or less).
Recently I was a bit absent from the discord and the forum compared to my beginnings (and I apologize for that), so I'll explain why.
First of all, you should know that I am only 14 years old, and although I am intellectually very mature, my parents consider me an average teenager.
When I started to contribute to the Worship, I was hiding from my parents, they are very atheist and would have reprimanded me if they knew about my activities in this Community. A few weeks ago, they found out about my affiliation to the Cult and deprived me of internet access for 3 weeks, scolded me, lectured me...
I was able to take back my account '(they didn't know my nickname), and I think I can post again.
During the time when I was not in contact with the cult, I had big doubts, I no longer dreamed of the great elders as usual, I began to think that I was only dreaming of them because I was "soaked" in the writings of the Christians.
I'm a little ashamed to write it, but I began to doubt...
Now i'm ready to join the Cult again, but i'm feel bad...
That's all, I can easily understand that you might be angry with me, if my presence bothers you, please let me know. But I needed to tell the truth, as hard as it was to hear it.
May they rise